A new Superman film came out recently. Directed by James Gunn. It should be good, just knowing about the people involved. However, all my want to see it collapsed after social media brought me a debate on if it is 'woke' or not. Knowing there is that debate has killed all interest in watching it for now. But, I want to know. Why?

5 weeks ago, I badly sprained both of my knees working out. So I had to stop. Not just going to the gym, but socialising, going to the office, and any activity that requires walking. Locked inside my flat, depression soon followed, and, shortly after that, the drinking started. However, it mutated, changed. I stopped drinking to manage the depression of confinement. It became an escape from itself. Which left me with one key question, "Why?"

I have gone the full gamut of genders, woman, man, and now something else. You notice that I didn't say 'non-binary', and that's because, as I have continued to explore myself and this new gender, I have become less and less comfortable with 'non-binary'. For a time, it felt right and accurate, I had been both binaries and now am not in that binary. Ergo; non-binary. Right? Well...